I miss the little daily routines. Watching her get ready in the mornings, when she basically dries her hair upside down while looking at her phone on the floor. The sound of the blender as she makes her smoothie. Wishing each other a good day as the first one leaves the house. Laying next to each other on the bed after work and saying how our day went. The short cuddle before bedtime and the Good Night ritual of kisses and telling her how much I love her.
It’s so hard not to text her when I think of these things. Text her good morning. Text her good night. Wishing her a good day. I could email her, and I think that would alert her phone instantly, but would it help… or hurt? I honestly don’t know if she would smile or scowl when she read the message, and that uncertainty keeps me from trying.